Thursday, 17 December 2009

Hanya Satu Pinta Ku, Untuk Mu Dan Hidup Mu, Baik-Baik Sayang.. Ada Aku Untuk Mu.. Hanya Satu Pinta Ku, Di Siang Dan Malam Mu, Baik-Baik Sayang.. Kerna Aku Untuk Mu..♥

while you away from me. hear this song okay syg?
Baik Baik Sayang - Wali Band.
Super B for this song. really touched my heart!

okayokay, die da nk pegy melake nextweek, fr his futsal tournament.
yaa, berkhidmat utk Politeknik Merlimau, Melaka! cayeelah! :P
no worries syg, i'll support you! go my baby!
just 1 week kaan, :(
im worried.. im lonely.. durhh!
ain tau die g sane sbb futsal la. bkn mrayap pon. just chill okay ain?
everything gonna be fine there!
tp, xpela, im gonna be used for this situation jugakkk.
nti die ttp balek melake jgk kan. den he gonna leave me here.
ain kene biasekan keadaan tu jgk. nehmind. IM STRONG GIRL kan sayang..?
hmm, last night, while im sleeping, around 3+ am.
die baru balek mkn, but ain da tido.
die call and sms byk kali. tp ain da tetdo. but atlast, ain sedar gk ah.
hmm, his attitude just make me feel.. " auww. sweetnye bf aku nieh!"
he said ' i need u, i miss u!" nahh. sweet kan?
idk what wrong with him. tgh memalam bute, perasaan kaseh syg tu cm maken menabal arr.
kan? haha. sweet. den ain pon bngun, teros msg² with him. i accompany him.
die ckp die x ngntok. but its okayy. ain temankan ehh.
msg msg msg. ahhh.. sweet ah sume msg tu. dont know why arrh.
die kate jgn manjekan die sgt. alamak sygg. dis is me. dis is the real me.
im syajirul ain bte johansa. dats my attitude.
xpela. ain taw sumtimes ain xdpt bg pape yg baby mintak.
ain hnye boleh bagi kebahgiaan je. maafkan ain if kaseh syg tu x ckup..
but im trying to be de best for you. really syg..
haissh. otak ni kalo boley x maw pkir yg die akan balek melake and continue his sem5..
serius uh. malas pkir. nti suke pkir bkn2 arr.
mmg la, org yg kite syg tibe² jauh dgn kite. papepon. kte kene kuat tempuh bende ni.
ain mmg kuat! x pela, bile die dah balek melake,
ain try untuk membusykan diri ain, maybe ain akan carik keje gak,
even ain ni snanye x pndai nak keje, hahaa. but im tryingg.
so x de la ain asek pkirkan bende x elok je kat otak ni.
ade mase balek Jb eh sygg.. dont forget me! im afraid..
u know. what we've been thru.. ure the most special! u know dat kan..?
right here waiting fr youu.. :((
huwaaa.. nak nanges la rasenye! grhhhhh !

then, he told me about his dream.
he said to me,
yang ain kua ngn si musibat to. haha. funny hor syg..
i wont do dat la syg. i've give u my heart.
da x de org laen da. cmne la ain nak kua or pape ngn sape² pon.
you have to trust me. yaa.. i knw. ive make mistakes.. 3 times syg.
thanks alot coz still with me. and thanks coz still give me the chance.
i wont hurt you. becoz i knw how the feel of 'hurt' !
its really killed our heart ! hard to explain. but sgt menyaketkan.. i know!
x pela, ade jodoh x kemane, yg pnting kte kene kekalkan je hubungan ni even ape pon jadi.
kte merancang.. Allah tentukan. Ade jodoh.. Alhamdulilah! Amin3..

okay, its 10.14 am rite now. td mule2 ngntok.
den da x ngntok laa. hebat tol aura si Hilmi Afandi ni kan? cehcehh.. hahaha.
syg.. if u read dis. its really from my bottom heart.
this is really TRUE!
and now, i keep playing the song..
'Baik Baik Sayang - Wali Band'
lirik die eh.. adoi. best ah.
i am so in to dis song. sukaaa sukaa sukaaa!
best! nti syg bluetooth japlagy, dgr lagu ni taw mase kat melake.
mase dlm bus ke. mase nak tdo ke. dgr lagu ni.. confirm sedeyhhh! :((
hmm. harini jmpe die! bestt..dah 2hr x jmpee.
die temankan pegi Larkin, beli tiket bus utk besok.
haa, besok Ain ngn Akak pegy Shah Alam. pegi jmpe si dia bdk tecikk yg comeel. syhhh*
baby ku da jmpe bdk tecikk ni an? comel just like his Aunty Ain kan? tehehe. :P
kite mamam Mc'D aw japlagy saaayang! ngeeehe. im so excited!
okay, tu je kot nak tulis. snanye saket ati ni. td da tulis pnjang2.
boley cam ilang laak. ape laa lakhanat aku tekan smpai ilang.
geram..! issh. tp xpela. skang da tulis an. hehehex.
okay syg. u know dat I Love You with all my heart!
you know dat kan! dont leave me. dont hurt me.
dont break my heart..
i trust u..
i trust u..
i trust u..
ini la cinte kan. byk kali pon kte pernah di sakiti. kte x kn pernah rase takut utk dicintai dan menyintai smule. x pe, smue yg terjadi, kte jadikan pengalaman dan pengajaran kte utk percintaan seterusnye.
kte ttp akan terus mencari cinte sejati even byk kali kte tersungkur di tgh² jalan.
trust me! haha. da bebwal cm doktor falsafah cinte je aku ni, ngarot jee,
hahaha. malu dow. adoyy. okey la.
dats all from me today..

last word.
I miss my late mom.. Al-Fatihah.

Monday, 14 December 2009

Kau Diam Tanpa Kata
Kau Seolah Jenuh Padaku
Ku Ingin Kau Bicara
Katakan Saja Apa Salahku
Sungguh Aku Tak Mengerti
Apa Yang Telah Terjadi Dan
Ku Tak Ingin Kau Pergi Jauh Dari Hidupku
Reff :
Kau Takkan Pernah Sadari
Betapaku Mencintaimu
Kau Yang Selalu Aku Banggakan
Ku Ingin Kau Bicara
Katakan Saja Apa Maumu
Lihat Aku Coba Kau Mengerti
Ini Semua Bisa Teratasi
Resapilah Semua Yang Pernah Kita Lakukan
Kau Takkan Pernah Sadari
Betapaku Mencintaimu
Kau Yang Selalu Aku Banggakan
Kau Takkan Pernah Mengerti
Betapaku Menyayangimu
Kau Yang Selalu Aku Inginkan
Kau Yang Kuinginkan...
Kau Yang Kubutuhkan...
Kau Yang Kuharapkan...

Thursday, 10 December 2009

Salam and hello readers. im back to write again about me.

hmm, tah ar, aku rase mcm2 ah skang ni.

jeles + saket ati. tp xpela. to cite lame die. stiap org ade cite n kenangan lame maseng2.

past is past. and now, ure with me. terlalu sygg sgt.

i cant let he go. why ah?
adoy ah. to la. before i met him. aku pnh bejanji dlm diri aku.

aku xnak ade serious relationshp lagi. its really hurt me knw.? sob.. sob..

but dunno. bile baby minx cple. my heart cm sng gtu accept him.

yaah, dah 3month with him. sorry ive make my mistakes.

i wont do it again. i do anything fr you. seriouss.

im just cant accept with his old memorie.

damnn, its kill my feelings u knw?
i read all the previous comment at tutt comment.

dunno why. ati sakeet amat sgt. i do really in love him.

nevermind la, its just his past memorie. let by gone be by gone.

i do have my previous life and memorie too. die pon same jgk an.

i still love him. lost cntct with him 5years ago.

i wont lost him again! ):

im worried when im thinking.. he will goin back to malacca and his poly.

im here. and he there. ain.. ko kene kuat! kene trust your baby!
just 1year left. den he will back to JB. his mine!
jgn takot ok? jgn pkir bukan2. but maybe, its just my feelings.

thinking too much about dat! maybe u afraid of losing him. losing him?
noo, i cant live without him. i only have him ritenow.

i leave my poly. i leave my polymates. i leave my old memorie.

its only for Hilmi Afandi!

im afraid.. im worried..

please, dont break my heart, i trust you.

please. please. please.

think about me when u in malacca okey syg? ):
right here waiting for you.

just how many days left. den he will back to malacca and continue his sem5.

xde sape da maw temankan owg lunch kan? nti lalu kat wisma uda to.

msti terigt kat die. hmm, happy cgt2 bile jmpe, den gelak2.

i know im gagap. its really cute u knw? hahah. nti tggl kenangan je.

adoy. dont break my heart. pleeease.

'Dalam Cinta Harus Saling Percaya..

Dalam Cinta Harus Berani Pasrah.."