Monday, 26 April 2010

pagi sume. ak tdo smlm almost 3 o'clock.
ak tggu dye abes wat assignment. ak xnk kaco dye.
uhh. ari yg maken mendtg. ak taw ak kne kwat. ak tabah.
you strong ain. tabah kan ati ko. mmg Allah nk uji ko.
ak xdpt wat pape hny ak ley bedoa ngn yg Maha Berkuase yg brade di ats to.
mlm td ak tdo ngn ati yg tenang.
Forgice Can, Forget Cannot.
to yg ad dlm ati ak. ak tabah sgt2. ak betahan.
ko taw an. ak xnk ilng ko. ko kne egt to smpai bile2.
hm. pagi kul 7+ ak da bgun akak kejot.
hm. bpe min kemudian. dye msg say morning dkt ak dlu.
its just make me smile. dlm ati ak bdetik
"ak taw ko xnk ilng ak. ak taw ko sdar silap ko. tp tlg la.
sdar dr sume ni. bangkit!! jgn wat ak cmni lg. ak proud law ko sdar.
thankz pagi2 msg ak. ak taw. ko still sygkn ak. tp siyes.
syg ak pd ko. lg kwat! dats the facts my Dear!"
dye asek2 ckp ' Dunt leave me'.
hm. dye tkot ak pegy. ak taw.
dala k. xgune ckp. mende da lps.
pndg dpn. truskan kehidupan cm manusie laen. bende2 ni jd.
lg mematangkan fikiran ak. ak smaken jd dewasa.
mmg bende ni blaja ak utk jd kuwat!
trima kasey Ya Allah. ko beri ak dugaan.
ad sbb ko bg ak dugaan kan. Alhamdulilah..
ak tempuh dgn sabar. utk engkau yg slalu ad dlm ati.
cayela. sbnyk mne ko bwat. ati ak xpnh brubah.
syg ak pd ko xpnh brubah even sket pon. ak xmudah nk bwang ko.
bkn sng nk bwang seseorg yg ad dlm ati. ak try bygkan ari2 yg ak tempuh.
tanpe ko kat sisi. parah.. tp ak xnk bende to berlaku.
ak serah pd Allah. law jodoh kte kwat. insyaAllah. ko ttp dlm ati slamenye.
jgn ko tnye cmne ati ak. cmne syg ak pd ko.
sbb ko taw jwapan to. syg ak pd ko terlalu kwat!
ko egt to! egt! ak rse agk lega skang.
smoga Allah slalu tabahkan ati ak. Amin..

Sunday, 25 April 2010

hm. ak xtaw cne nak ckp. mmg saket. perit.
tp to la hakikat ak kne trime skang. mule2 ak xnk pk mnde to dr smlm.
ak try pk positive. tp arini. mungken Allah nk tnjuk kan ak pkare yg sbna.
Alhamdulilah. ak da taw sumenye. mmg saket. perit. bekecai. kecewa.
mcm2 ak rse. smpai ak rse cm nak pitam dpn PC bile dpt taw.
tp ak kwatkan smangat. ak tabah. ak sabar.
ak taw. Allah xkn uji seseorg law seseorg to xkwat.
so dats mean ak seorg yg kwat, even mmg ati ak xley trime.
ak try tahan. last2 air mate ak mengaler gk.
sumpah dgn name Allah. ak xsngke bende to jd. Ya Allah..
npe ak yg kne? ap lg xckup ak bg? mcm2 ak bwat.
bsumpah bagai semlm. pwas ak tnye. xnk ngaku.
atlast. terbongkar. ak tahan. ak tahan. ak tahan.
to je ak ley ckp. kenapa? kenapa? kenapa?
ak setia. ak dgr sume ckp dye. ap dye nk ak bg.
xpela. maybe dye nak ak pegy. ak ley pegy. even ati ak kate xnk.
bkn sng ak nk lpskan seseorg yg ad dlm ati ak salu.
ari2 kate syg. ari2 tny syg dye ke x. tp, dye xley nk jujo ngn ak.
mmg dlu mse mule hbngn. ak ad wat silap. silap bsar bg kami.
so. ak brubah. ak xnk bwat lg. ak jnji ngn diri ak.
ak xnk lukekan dye. ak brubah sume utk dye.
xsngke dye ley wat ak cmni. last2 ak decide nk offline.
sbb ak da xpat thn. ak cube jd kwat. tp air mate ni ttp jatoh sbb ap?
sbb ak da telalu saket. ak tahan lame2 menitis gk.
ak naek bilik. ak try cool. tp xley. maken byk ak nanges.
ak dok tpi tingkap balkoni atas. ak pk elok2.
mne silap ak. ak pk sme skali. smpai ak cm nak pk lepaskan dye.
last2 ak msg dye. ak bg msg explain everytink. den ak off phne.
tp ad la dlm 15min pasto ak on phne blek. ak dpt msg dye,
dye ckp sorry. dye ngaku silap dye.
ak diam je. dye col byk kali ak xangkat.
den ad 1 msg to. dye ckp. law xreply means mmg btol ak nk lpaskan dye.
ak reply ak ckp ak xnk lpskn dye.
tahla. ak tnye dye. dlm ati dye ad org len ke?
law ad org len. tlg lpaskan ak. jgn wat ak cmni. ak xsnggop.
dye ckp dlm ati dye ad ak je.
ok cm lg xthn. menanges2 ak. ak xtaw ap silap ak.
pasto bincg elok2. dye ckp jgn tgglkan dye.
ak buntu. xley nk pk. ak ckp dye. ni last chance. jgn wat lg.
gune chance ni sbaek mungken. ak xnk bwat keputusan tburu2 sbb ak pon tgh kusot.
ak xnk sala langkah. ak sygkan hbngn ni. almost 1year jgk.
mcm2 ak lalui ngn dye. ak phm sgt prangai dye. ak byk sbr, sbb ap?
ak xnk ilang dye. dats all. mungken dye xtaw.
syg ak dkt dye. lebey dr dye syg ak.
ak kwat. ak telan. sbb ak taw. dlu ak wat hal.
dye bg lg pluang. now its my turn. tahla.
xpela. ak kwat. ak truskan hbngn ni jgk.

and to SHE
thnkz sgt2. thnkz 4everytink.
thnkz sdarkan ain. thnkz bgtaw da thru.
n thnkz gk 4 ur post abt me. really appreciate dat.
mule2 cm ad sala phm between us.
at last cm gni jd. nehmind. same pompan.
we're friends kan. thnkz so much!
ain doakan SHE dpt kebahgiaan dye satu ari nnti.
even ain taw ap jd kt dye. SHE pon kne kwat tmpoh mende ni sme.
kebahgiaan to akn dtg 1 day nti. skang ni xyh pk.
bahgie je ngn rakanrakan sume oke.
focus with ur study! xlme ag final.
i pray 4ur happiness! (:

Saturday, 24 April 2010

woo. xsbr nk tggu si 2 org kakak ito tuwun JB.
dowg dtg nti during I-METRO futsal.
utk menyokong bf maseng2. caiyok2.
sgale bende yg akn tjadi. da dok tbyg dlm pale hotak ak.
ngeh3. stenby je. hahah.
ak nk wat rmbut dow. tggu ar. dlm nxtweek ke?
ngeh3. da ckp ngn ayh td. lalala.
besh2. agk lme ak xbwat ambot. so stenby wahai..
Hilmi Afandi Bin Hassan Basri.
hm. bby last lek lastweek.
xpela. dye da nk exam. bia kan dye stdy,
ag pon alek je keje. abez kng dwet dye.
t dye lek another 2weeks utk I-METRO futsal to.
aiyaak. cant wait to see u Darling !
miss you so much ! u knw dat aite.

Sunday, 11 April 2010

hello everyone. im back again with my post. hee. hm
today sunday derr. ngeh. lapo ag ni. xmkn ag. wee. hm.
oke. nk cte sal ape ea. arito an dpt msg dr UPU.
the msg sounds like this..

"RM0.00 UPU : Semakan pnggilan temuduga [ bukan pdidikan ]
Lpeasan SPM/ setaraf blh dibuat mulao 7.4.2010.
Layari http://upu.mohe.gov.my
utk maklumat lanjut."

Oke. aku pon bukak la website to.
pasto dye tunjok ar course ap aku lyak an. hm. mule2 cm excited gk.
aku nk gk smbung stdy ag. nk stdy tol2. ye ar. owg len sme da nk abez blaja da.
ad yg da konvo pon. ak tekedek2 ag. hm. xpela. xkesa ape org nk ckp.
aku taw kelebehan n kelemahan aku. aku kene kwat!

byk gk ar aku tgk. tp ad 1 course to mencuri ati aku.
Dip Pend Awal Kanak-Kanak. dkt UPSI, Perak sane.w
waa. aku nak ini ! nak ini !
hmm minx2 la dpt an. wee. amin2.
grhhhh.xnak amek course berat2. x ley bwk.
ak ni dala lembab sket. hahaha. papepon. doakan yg tebaek la ye kwn2.
wee. :)

saje nak tules mende alah ni,

hm. jgn nyesal law bende to da tejadi. just recall balek.
ape yg jd kat kte to rse pedih. saket. perit. maybe dlu kte pnh wat kat sumone kot.
now kte kene balek. tp xyah nyesal. belajar dr kesilapan.
bangket2. ad hikmah ape yg jd sume ni. pengajaran!
kebahgiaan akan tp menjadi milik kte.
dye pasti akan dtg. pecayalahh.

Saturday, 10 April 2010

hello readers. im back. hehe. hm. today pnye posting nk cite pasal 2org kakak
yg hadir dlm idopku. secare tibe2. xpela. meramaikan kwn. hehe.
wee. besh2. hm. oke. let me start with this girl.

Azneera Omar aka my sis in-law. [ gf lope ]


hm. mule2 knl dye scare xsngaje. adik bradik maen ftsal tgglkan gf dye.
so kteorg chat la. chat pnye chat. cm ad kimia di ctu. wee.
so ape lg. skepale la kami bedue. tambahan, bf dye adalah abg kepade bf saye.
wee. biras la kami ni. terlalu byk utk diceritakan oleh kami.
penceritaan kisah cinte kami bedue same je.
maseng2 da couple mase time skola dlu. den break. den lost contact many years.
den jumpe balek. jodoh xkmane. aite kak eyra? hehe.
den till one day. kak eyra dtg JB. sbb ade hari to.
dowg ad tournament dkt Futsal Prima JB.
kak eyra dtg dr jaoh semate2 utk lope. i respect u sis. cayaalah!
wee. hm. dye tdo uma saye ler. ngeh2. besh2.
mlm xley tdo. madah gelak sakan jew an3. hee.
good2. byk sekepale. byk share prob ngn dye.
law ad prob ngn my Baby. dye la org ptame yg telintas kat pale ni.
den mzt msg dye n share everytink. selesa ngn dye.
byk phm diri aku ni. hm.
to Kak Eyra : thankz alot 4 everytink dear. biras foreva taw.
hope kte dpt jd menantu Hassan Basri and Jamilah.
amin..

next..

Linda Mohd [ gf aideal ]


wee. kakak sowg ni. comey2. gebu gebu bam bam.
ngee. hm. kenal dye dr my Baby. one of Baby nye kwn baek pompan dkt Poli.
mule2 knl dye dkt myspace. tego2 dye. tp cm smbong je.
tnye byk. jwb cm seketol2. dlm ati ku bekate. owhh maybe dye layankan aku kot.
ahaha. dalame2. oke ler plak. ni gare2. dye couple ngn Aideal.
Aideal ni one of my Baby nye mmbr kamceng kat Poli.
sbb Aideal n Baby ni addicted with futsal. hehe.
smpai la dat day. Linda ni dtg JB. mule2 nk wat suprise utk Aideal.
skali begado la plak mase otw g JB. Linda dtg JB ngn Baby.
last2 aku yg amek dowg kat Larkin. first time jmpe kakak Linda.
wee. swonok2. ngee. dye tdo uma.
jalan2 ngn dye. besh gak. kan2? tgk wayang sume.
cite Semerah Cinta Stiletto. " macik tdung cokelat".
hahaha. bedekah xiot. ngee. maap ye kakak.
mulot saye ni. amatlah becok. gelak pon kwat. maap sgt2.
pape pon, kakak linda besh juge!


Last but not least for this both girls :
hehe. thankz ea tdo uma ain. sorry law ad kekurangan spnjang ketiduran anda di usang saye.
kowg ttp besh. hope kte same2 kekal ngn bf maseng2, jgn gsaw. law nk jmpe bf kamu.
marilah dtg JB. tdo uma ain. save dwet an? hehe. ain tolong takat mampu.
sementare ain lom g study ni. mai la JB lg. jgn serik ye dtg JB n uma saye.
sentiase menunggu kehadiran kowang. sbb ain phm.
bf kte an giler futsal! kan kakak2 ku syg? wee.
Love u all. muaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!

Saturday, 27 March 2010

wee. so cute hor my baby love.
suke2. ngeeeh. ni baby saye menjadi 'hulubalang'
during Convocation Day at Politeknik Merlimau, Melaka.
but my baby belom graduate lg. hehe.
i wish i was dere sayang!
using lipstick n foundation eh? haha. baekk wokk!
I LOVE YOU HILMI AFANDI.

lalala. bosan siot.
hmm. baru lepas makan n tgk konsert AF. buduhs aje.
hmm. mlm td balek Segamat. smpai sane ard 12+ am.
den pagi td bgun kol 8 am. take shower. siap2.
gerak to Tasik Chini, Pahang.
sepupur ku dr Sabah dpt jodoh org cni.
jaohh aaa gk pejalanan dye. dok seat dlm kete belakang skali.
bapak arr. saket bontot wokk. adoy.
hmm. smpai sane. besanggar rumah sape tah.
den dgn aku2 skali kene bwk brg hantaran g rumah pengantin pompan.
makan2 + amek gmbar sumee. den balek Segamt balek kul 2 lebey pm.
den dlm 5pm balek JB. hmm.
i miss my HILMI AFANDI.
serious! :(
dats all fer today. bye readers!

Thursday, 25 MARCH 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
SWEET 20.
25 MARCH !

THANKS ALOT TO ALL MY DEAREST FAMILY, BFF, FRIENDS &
MY LOVE HILMI AFANDI, WHO WISH ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY TODAY.
REALLY APPRECIATE DAT!

got birthday wish from my BABY,
nahh, blom habes bace wish. air mate da meleleh2.
serious. terharu gilerr weyh. pnjg wish to.
:)) u make ma heart melting.
have a great,wonderful & awesome wishes from all of you guys!
damn.. im old already. got "2" kat depan to an.
20?big girls dont cry. chewahh.

so, inilah my dearest DARLING yg wish via SMS :-

FILA - 11.57 P.M
MYLOVE, HILMI AFANDI - 11.59 P.M
INTAN - 12.00 A.M
YATI - 12.01 A.M
AQMA - 1201 A.M
KAK EYRA - 12.01 A.M
NADIA - 12.01 AM
ANGAH RARA - 12.02 A.M
ZIE EX-ROOMATE - 12.-01 A.M
LIENDA AIDEAL - 12.-04 A.M
LAN - 12.12 A.M
AIDEAL LIENDA - 12.45 A.M
MUNA - 7.11 A.M
ALONG MIRA - 8.OO A.M
MYRA - 9.07 A.M
AKMA aka MAMA - 9.36 A.M

haha. baekk x? thanks alot ye sape yg wish via sms.
terharu sgt2. syg korangggggg taw!
x kesa la pkul brape pon korang wish.
yg pnting korang ttp wish. to da bwat aku hargai sesgt.
and dkt Facebook, wall ku di banjiri dgn wish2 kwn2 sume.
thanksssssss sgt yea. x dapek den nak reply nye. ramai sungguh.

di dlm kegembiraan harini smbut bfday ku,
hmm. sdeyh gk. 1st time in my life.
smbut bfday tanpe MAK di sisiku.
almost 1year she's gone.
:'((
i miss her so much!
AL- FATIHAH........................

Tuesday, 23 March 2010

I love you with all my heart.
Damn u stole my heart.

IM FALLIN FOR YOU!

* ps : 2 more days for my brithday!!

Thursday, 11 February 2010

OJFT team !!

Practise make perfect! yeye aaa to. :P

Angah [ baby cousin ], kwn angah, n me.

FUTSAL ASIA crew!

Lovely Couple.

Kak eyra n Lope. [ abg baby ]

me and my baby!

early in the morning!
so excited! :DD

same t-shirt.

us!

hey, whats up guys, lme an xupdate blog nie, haha, since 2010, this is my first update gitu, lorh, hahah, hm, korang sehat? ngee. sorry la. bkn xnak update, tp malas nak type, harini cm nak update lak. hee, so, here I go, hmm,

doing nothing, my baby dkt melaka, bsok dye balek JB, for chinese new year, yeahh, cuti smpai rabu nextweek, hmm, deeply in love with him, last weekends, ikot dye pergi Futsal Prima, ade tournament futsal, hehe, OJFT terboekk, den kak eyra, gf lope. lope to abg baby. hehe, dye tdo uma sayee. wee. sgt sronok. cm hapy family gtu. pagi2 da bngun, siap2, den fetch baby at his house, den pegi breakfast, den egrak Futsal Prima area2 Pandan sane, plus, saye menjadi crew Futsal Asia, jual majalah2 futsal. best gakk. ngeee. lame gak lepak sane smpai ptg. tgk baby maen futsal! furhh, bf sape la to. banggeee aw. haha. wekkk! syg dye sgt2. only him! sape2 xley amek dye. he totally mine! back off all da bitches out dere! aiyakk! dush2! den ptg ahad to dye da nak balek Melaka, tiket bus kol 5pm. kak eyra kol 5.30 bus balek KL. den pergi Larkin, anta dowg. last2 baby ckp nak balek malam. so tiket dye kol 5pm burn gitu jewla. dye beli lg tiket utk 8pm. da anta kak eyra kat Larkin. den me and my baby pegi balek Futsal Prima, anta baby kat sane. to jela last jmpe baby. t Angah yg anta dye g Larkin smule kol 7lebey nti. hmm. idk what to say anymore. nothing can describe how much im in love with him. sense of love dye to. wadohhh. haha. tett. ape saje ak bebel nie. bongok nye ain!!! pape jela. yg pnting i LOVE my HILMI AFANDI !!!

Thursday, 17 December 2009

Hanya Satu Pinta Ku, Untuk Mu Dan Hidup Mu, Baik-Baik Sayang.. Ada Aku Untuk Mu.. Hanya Satu Pinta Ku, Di Siang Dan Malam Mu, Baik-Baik Sayang.. Kerna Aku Untuk Mu..♥

while you away from me. hear this song okay syg?
Baik Baik Sayang - Wali Band.
Super B for this song. really touched my heart!

okayokay, die da nk pegy melake nextweek, fr his futsal tournament.
yaa, berkhidmat utk Politeknik Merlimau, Melaka! cayeelah! :P
no worries syg, i'll support you! go my baby!
just 1 week kaan, :(
im worried.. im lonely.. durhh!
ain tau die g sane sbb futsal la. bkn mrayap pon. just chill okay ain?
everything gonna be fine there!
tp, xpela, im gonna be used for this situation jugakkk.
nti die ttp balek melake jgk kan. den he gonna leave me here.
ain kene biasekan keadaan tu jgk. nehmind. IM STRONG GIRL kan sayang..?
hmm, last night, while im sleeping, around 3+ am.
die baru balek mkn, but ain da tido.
die call and sms byk kali. tp ain da tetdo. but atlast, ain sedar gk ah.
hmm, his attitude just make me feel.. " auww. sweetnye bf aku nieh!"
he said ' i need u, i miss u!" nahh. sweet kan?
idk what wrong with him. tgh memalam bute, perasaan kaseh syg tu cm maken menabal arr.
kan? haha. sweet. den ain pon bngun, teros msg² with him. i accompany him.
die ckp die x ngntok. but its okayy. ain temankan ehh.
msg msg msg. ahhh.. sweet ah sume msg tu. dont know why arrh.
die kate jgn manjekan die sgt. alamak sygg. dis is me. dis is the real me.
im syajirul ain bte johansa. dats my attitude.
xpela. ain taw sumtimes ain xdpt bg pape yg baby mintak.
ain hnye boleh bagi kebahgiaan je. maafkan ain if kaseh syg tu x ckup..
but im trying to be de best for you. really syg..
haissh. otak ni kalo boley x maw pkir yg die akan balek melake and continue his sem5..
serius uh. malas pkir. nti suke pkir bkn2 arr.
mmg la, org yg kite syg tibe² jauh dgn kite. papepon. kte kene kuat tempuh bende ni.
ain mmg kuat! x pela, bile die dah balek melake,
ain try untuk membusykan diri ain, maybe ain akan carik keje gak,
even ain ni snanye x pndai nak keje, hahaa. but im tryingg.
so x de la ain asek pkirkan bende x elok je kat otak ni.
ade mase balek Jb eh sygg.. dont forget me! im afraid..
u know. what we've been thru.. ure the most special! u know dat kan..?
right here waiting fr youu.. :((
huwaaa.. nak nanges la rasenye! grhhhhh !

then, he told me about his dream.
he said to me,
yang ain kua ngn si musibat to. haha. funny hor syg..
i wont do dat la syg. i've give u my heart.
da x de org laen da. cmne la ain nak kua or pape ngn sape² pon.
you have to trust me. yaa.. i knw. ive make mistakes.. 3 times syg.
thanks alot coz still with me. and thanks coz still give me the chance.
i wont hurt you. becoz i knw how the feel of 'hurt' !
its really killed our heart ! hard to explain. but sgt menyaketkan.. i know!
x pela, ade jodoh x kemane, yg pnting kte kene kekalkan je hubungan ni even ape pon jadi.
kte merancang.. Allah tentukan. Ade jodoh.. Alhamdulilah! Amin3..

okay, its 10.14 am rite now. td mule2 ngntok.
den da x ngntok laa. hebat tol aura si Hilmi Afandi ni kan? cehcehh.. hahaha.
syg.. if u read dis. its really from my bottom heart.
this is really TRUE!
and now, i keep playing the song..
'Baik Baik Sayang - Wali Band'
lirik die eh.. adoi. best ah.
i am so in to dis song. sukaaa sukaa sukaaa!
best! nti syg bluetooth japlagy, dgr lagu ni taw mase kat melake.
mase dlm bus ke. mase nak tdo ke. dgr lagu ni.. confirm sedeyhhh! :((
hmm. harini jmpe die! bestt..dah 2hr x jmpee.
die temankan pegi Larkin, beli tiket bus utk besok.
haa, besok Ain ngn Akak pegy Shah Alam. pegi jmpe si dia bdk tecikk yg comeel. syhhh*
baby ku da jmpe bdk tecikk ni an? comel just like his Aunty Ain kan? tehehe. :P
kite mamam Mc'D aw japlagy saaayang! ngeeehe. im so excited!
okay, tu je kot nak tulis. snanye saket ati ni. td da tulis pnjang2.
boley cam ilang laak. ape laa lakhanat aku tekan smpai ilang.
geram..! issh. tp xpela. skang da tulis an. hehehex.
okay syg. u know dat I Love You with all my heart!
you know dat kan! dont leave me. dont hurt me.
dont break my heart..
i trust u..
i trust u..
i trust u..
ini la cinte kan. byk kali pon kte pernah di sakiti. kte x kn pernah rase takut utk dicintai dan menyintai smule. x pe, smue yg terjadi, kte jadikan pengalaman dan pengajaran kte utk percintaan seterusnye.
kte ttp akan terus mencari cinte sejati even byk kali kte tersungkur di tgh² jalan.
trust me! haha. da bebwal cm doktor falsafah cinte je aku ni, ngarot jee,
hahaha. malu dow. adoyy. okey la.
dats all from me today..

last word.
I miss my late mom.. Al-Fatihah.

Monday, 14 December 2009

Kau Diam Tanpa Kata
Kau Seolah Jenuh Padaku
Ku Ingin Kau Bicara
Katakan Saja Apa Salahku
Sungguh Aku Tak Mengerti
Apa Yang Telah Terjadi Dan
Ku Tak Ingin Kau Pergi Jauh Dari Hidupku
Reff :
Kau Takkan Pernah Sadari
Betapaku Mencintaimu
Kau Yang Selalu Aku Banggakan
Ku Ingin Kau Bicara
Katakan Saja Apa Maumu
Lihat Aku Coba Kau Mengerti
Ini Semua Bisa Teratasi
Resapilah Semua Yang Pernah Kita Lakukan
Kau Takkan Pernah Sadari
Betapaku Mencintaimu
Kau Yang Selalu Aku Banggakan
Kau Takkan Pernah Mengerti
Betapaku Menyayangimu
Kau Yang Selalu Aku Inginkan
Kau Yang Kuinginkan...
Kau Yang Kubutuhkan...
Kau Yang Kuharapkan...

Thursday, 10 December 2009

Salam and hello readers. im back to write again about me.

hmm, tah ar, aku rase mcm2 ah skang ni.

jeles + saket ati. tp xpela. to cite lame die. stiap org ade cite n kenangan lame maseng2.

past is past. and now, ure with me. terlalu sygg sgt.

i cant let he go. why ah?
adoy ah. to la. before i met him. aku pnh bejanji dlm diri aku.

aku xnak ade serious relationshp lagi. its really hurt me knw.? sob.. sob..

but dunno. bile baby minx cple. my heart cm sng gtu accept him.

yaah, dah 3month with him. sorry ive make my mistakes.

i wont do it again. i do anything fr you. seriouss.

im just cant accept with his old memorie.

damnn, its kill my feelings u knw?
i read all the previous comment at tutt comment.

dunno why. ati sakeet amat sgt. i do really in love him.

nevermind la, its just his past memorie. let by gone be by gone.

i do have my previous life and memorie too. die pon same jgk an.

i still love him. lost cntct with him 5years ago.

i wont lost him again! ):

im worried when im thinking.. he will goin back to malacca and his poly.

im here. and he there. ain.. ko kene kuat! kene trust your baby!
just 1year left. den he will back to JB. his mine!
jgn takot ok? jgn pkir bukan2. but maybe, its just my feelings.

thinking too much about dat! maybe u afraid of losing him. losing him?
noo, i cant live without him. i only have him ritenow.

i leave my poly. i leave my polymates. i leave my old memorie.

its only for Hilmi Afandi!

im afraid.. im worried..

please, dont break my heart, i trust you.

please. please. please.

think about me when u in malacca okey syg? ):
right here waiting for you.

just how many days left. den he will back to malacca and continue his sem5.

xde sape da maw temankan owg lunch kan? nti lalu kat wisma uda to.

msti terigt kat die. hmm, happy cgt2 bile jmpe, den gelak2.

i know im gagap. its really cute u knw? hahah. nti tggl kenangan je.

adoy. dont break my heart. pleeease.

'Dalam Cinta Harus Saling Percaya..

Dalam Cinta Harus Berani Pasrah.."

Monday, 17November 2009

hallo readers, how are you? hope ure fine with the one you loved, [poyoo je aku]

hahaha, hm, wat to story mory uh? currently just staying at home, quit from my poli,

huhuh, goodbye poli, uni ! insyaAllah, here I come on july,

doakan ain dpt masok uni key, that's my dream, that's my family dream & my late mom dream,

insya'Allah i wil make them glad with me,

bekobar-kobar aw nak study, tataw nape?

adoyy, hmm, but lom settle lg dgn my P.A [ Penasihat Akademik ] utk benti poli nye hal,

adoyy, leceh tol, grhhh, da ckp nak benti tp x phm bahse, wth,

pape jeela yer.

okay, let me talk talk about my baby LOVE.

hee, seriously, im in love with him, idk why,

adoy, aura die tu eh, kuat aah.

but i knw, ive make my mistakes 3times!

wtf, ain bodo sey kaw nak wat hal,

xtaw nak hargai org ke? bongokk,

i do love him, just him,

i dont want anyone, or who else,

just him, do u get it? i want him laa !

my baby, Hilmi Afandi, if ure read this,

i just want u to know,

i wont hurt you,

i wont do dat stupido things again,

its really hell like a shitt,

i regret it, pleease,

dont leave me, i can't live without you,

u said to me, im ur first lover,

so pleaase, dont leave me again like 5years ago,

its really kill my feelings,

5years.. and now, baru dpt jumpe.

this is our fate, and im yours!

takmo gadow gadow taw,

naak happy happy je slalu,

hahaha, kelaka sgt bile igt ourrr funnyyy memories,

Ain tersaaamsul sey,

nakckp "rumah" ain terckp "uuuuuuma"

gile bedekah siot mase to, wee, happy sgt,

we are so in love!

this i promise u, i'll love you forevaa!

Sunday, 3 October 2009

Monday, 28 September 2009

whaaaddup girls and boyss!
hehex, okey, lemme tell ya abt todayy,
hmm, woke up ard 7a.m,
take shower, siapsiap, den gerak poly.
harini tak sempat kejotkan my baby sbb crdt abes mlm td begayot tak igt dunia!
hahaha, ermmm,
then mase nak pegi poly, my baby topupkan!
yeahyeah, thanks baby! ILOVEYOUMOREMOREMORE & MORE!
den reached at poly, blablabla,
ard 8:15a.m, we went to Tasik Dahlia, Pasir Gudang utk memancinggg,
my class SUP 2 and DUP 2 pegi memancing yeayy!
under subjek Rekreasi Pelancongan!
start memancing pkol 9:30a.m till 12.30p.m gtuu,
like whatt siol, hahah, tunggu ikann!
whaaduh! taak minat mancing laa,
mancing bende laen buleeey la, AHAHAHA.
umpan die gerek sey,
roti, cengkerik and hati ayammm!
hmm, den balekkk poly, den went to Pusat Bandar!
pegi makan kat sanee, den met with Along nye bf.
Bf die sanggop sey keje kat Pasir Gudang sematesemate utk Along,
like woo, cinta matiii kan? so sweet la koranggg!
hmmm, den blabla. badan nak roboh kteowg balekkk rumah smpai dlm 4+p.m
balek trosss tdo, exhausted to the maxxxx!
okay, dats all fer today,
and yeah, im at cc ritenow,
baby ckp nak dtgg rumah sewa, but den taak jadi,
huwaa, sadsad, ati bekobar dah ney, skali taak jadi,
nehminddd, IMISSYOU AND LOVEYOUU, HILMI AFANDI !

Sunday, 27 September 2009

Always be my baby!

heyhey ppl !
haha, lame tak update ek? weee, sorry been sooo soo busyy!
lol, haha, well well, dah semester 2 kat polyy!
hmm, sbelom telambat,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!
semoga hari raya ini akan lebih bermakna utk hidup korang sumee!
okey, idop Ain lebey better now,
dgn insan baruuu yg amat ku sygngi!
okey, pendekkan cite,
die nie ex bf Ain, mase 2004, dat time Ain form2.
Like wooo! HAHAHA.
dah lost contact selame 5tahunnn!
baru tejumpe balik dkt Myspace! [ade jodoh kot]
ngeee, his named is Hilmi Afandi,
ppl called him Baby! Why Baby?
Later i ask his mom eh kenape? HAHAHA.
die pon poli jgk, but die Politeknik Merlimau, Melakee lahabauuu! :P
now die dah sem4 wokk, die tgh praktikal skang, dkt sajee ngn rumah sayee! wee!
die sgt tinggiiiiiiiiiiiii cm Aliff Aziz, LALALALA! :D

no matter what,
I'm in Love with youuu, Baby!

Sunday, 3 May 2009

Assalamualaikum..

First of all.. thanks to all ppl yg ucapkan takziah untuk Ain..

Really appreciate that guys..

Tanggal 22 Mei 2009, Jam 12.40 tgh hari..

Arwah mak yg sgt Ain sygngi telah pulang ke rahmatullah oleh kerana

berperang dengan penyakit yg Arwah hadapi iaitu Kanser Paru-paru..

Arwah menghidap penyakit ini semenjak 2007..

Dan telah mendapat rawatan Kimoterapi..Dan Arwah kembali pulih seperti biasa semasa 2008..

Namun pada 16 April 2009, Arwah masuk ke Hospital Sultanah Aminah, JB,

kerana Arwah mengadu Arwah sesak nafas dan semput..

Seluruh keluarga bergegas ke menghantar Arwah ke hospital..

Tetapi hanya Ain yang tiada di sisi semasa Arwah dimasukkan ke hospital..

Kerana Ain berada di hostel Poly JB ketika itu..

Namun Ain sempat menjaga Arwah semasa Sabtu dan Ahad ( 18 & 19 April )

Ain menjaga Arwah dari pagi sampai ke malam..

Tetapi pada ketika itu Arwah masih seperti biasa..

Dengan perwatakan nya ceria..

Setelah Doktor membuat scan dan x-ray..

Didapati Paru-paru Arwah Emak masih ada kesan2 kanser..

Dan telah merebak ke limpa dan hati..

Arwah tabah menghadapi Dugaan yang Allah telah berikan untuknya..

Dan pada hari Isnin 20 April.. Doktor membuat keputusan untuk,

menebuk belakang badan Arwah, untuk mengeluarkan air..

Yang konon nya terdapat air pada paru-paru Arwah Emak Ain..

Setelah tebuk..Arwah terus menjadi semakin lemah dan..seterusnya koma..

Ayah katakan mungkin kesan tebukan itu telah masuk angin luar..

Dan sejak detik itu Arwah hanya bernafas menggunakan life support ( Alat pernafasan )

Dan Emak susah untuk bernafas dan Arwah Emak mmg ada menghidap semput sejak dr kecil..

Pada hari Isnin malam..20 April..

Kakak menelefon Ain pd jam 12.30malam..

Ketika itu Ain berada di Hostel Poly JB..

Kakak memberitahu Arwah Mak dalam keadaan kritikal dan keadaan koma & ICU..

Hanya Allah saja yang tahu perasaan dan keadaan Ain..

Warden Poly JB menghantar Ain ke Hospital Sultanah Aminah JB pada malam itu juga..

Dan perjalanan Poly ke Hospital mengambil masa kurang dr 45 min..

Sampai sahaja di Hospital..Arwah mak mmg dalam keadaan teruk..

Dan langsung tidak menyedarkan diri dan mata nya telah tutup..

Kami sekeluarga hanya mampu berdoa untuk panjang kan umur Arwah Emak..

Dan pada hari Rabu 22 April..Arwah Mak pergi meninggalkan kami sekeluarga..

Meninggalkan Ayah, Abg, Kakak dan diri Ain..

Ain dan kakak memandikan jenazah Arwah Emak di Hospital..dan di kafankan..

Dan seterusnya dibawa eskot oleh Polis..untuk ke Masjid Polis Depoh,

untuk disembahyangkan jenazah..

Dan selepas Asar dalam jam 4+ PM, Arwah Mak dikebumikan di

Tanah Perkuburan Bukit Alif area2 Tampoi..

Peristiwa 22 April 2009, cukup membuatkan kami sekelurga sedar akan kebesaran Allah Taala..

Sesungguhnya kami merelakan kepergian Emak tersyg..

dr Arwah terus terseksa dengan penyakit Kanser Paru-paru..

Kami redha..Kami tabah menghadapi dugaan dr Nya..

Namun, dengan hanya umur Ain baru mencecah 19tahun pada 25 Mac yg lepas..

Pada ketika dan saat ini Ain telah kehilangan Arwah Mak yg disygni..

Walau ape pon terjadi Ain kene teruskan hidup ini..

Bagi rakan-rakan yg masih mempunyai Emak..

Berbahgia lah kamu semua bersama Emak tersyg..

Jangan sesekali membuat Emak terluka..

Semoga Arwah Emak ku..

MASITAH BTE HASHIM..

Ditempatkan bersama-sama org yg beriman..

Dan rohnya dicucuri rahmat..

Dalam kenangan..

8 Nov 1957 - 22 April 2009..

AL-FATIHAH......

Saturday, 4 April 2009

hey everybody. how are you?

sorry laa lame tk update any news.

wuite busy with my poly thingy, assignment and dis lately.

busy with my Singing Competition for Evening Week.

Organised by English Club at my poly.

firstly, masok Semi-Final, then didn't expect, my group dpt masok Final !

What aaaa supriseeeeeeee ! :DD

Mase Semi-Final was on 25 March! Its my birthdayyy, baby!

Berkat my birthday dpt masok Final kan.. wohoo!!~

then Final nye another week ah, on 1st April.

Was held at Dewan Serbaguna at my poly.

At 8.00 PM. The event uhh, like woo.

Gempakk gilerrr. Hahah. Ramaii dtgg.

And all the VIP ade. OMG!

Then blablabla..

During my perfomance, uhh.

Hanya Allah je tau, lutut begetarrrr, mcm2 pkir.

wellwell, haha. Im the Vocalist.

Hahahaha. Poyoooooo!

Bole katekan ah, mase my perfomance paleng gempak an.

Sume jerit. OMG!

Hahaha, then maserr tu, Arexxx naek stage,

give me the flowers..

Like whoaaa!!

Hahaha. Baju kiter sedondon..

[just take a look at my pic key.. ]

Then masee nak announce whos the winner.

Quite dup dappp dup dapp**

Seram siooooool.

Then atlast, group kiter become the 1st winner for Group Singing.

Like woooooooooo!

Hahahaha. Thanks thanks thanks.

Ohh, kte nyanyi lagu Sway by Pussy Cat Dolls

and Unfaithful [remix] by Rihanna.

Hihihihihi..

So far, the best memory in Poly Jb la kann.

Weee..

And yeah, thanks to all for the birthday wish on 25March..

Really appreciate that,guys..

Love youu all.. =)

Will update again lau ade masee la kan.

Seriusss quite busyy rabakk dowk..

haha..Take care all..

mwahhhxxx..~